blind items

it took me a while to piece this together & I don't watch tv so I cannot post better clues as to who this woman is without actually typing her name but those who have read celebrity gossip in the past 7 days can easily guess who. so I see a post saying a c-list reality tv show celeb recently married this fat, sweaty random dude in vegas.i look at his picture for a while & it hits me. this is the guy that's been emailing me for a date. the same supposed millionaire manager guy who was doing big things.I refused to believe it, why would he be so rich & yet so sweaty/fat/unattractive in all of his photos? lol the mistake she made could have been MY mistake.i guess I have to thank the lord i'm not a chubby chaser. :-)

corey feldman orgy

all these orgy/eviction stories are really making me sad.I worked with corey many years ago.our wrap party ended in {basically} an orgy.i was too horrified to do anything but stand there & watch.i have no idea who was running the party, so I cannot say that corey started the orgy blahblahblah. I will say that I am not surprised of hearing any of these rumors.

I have not read any of the articles & no one I know has admitted to being there so I don't know. but, again, from what I've seen with my own eyes...

a while ago, I see a casting from something called "corey's angels" at the "feldmansion".I remember having fun the last time we met, so I apply.i say I would love to help host his parties as long as I could wear more than just lingerie. I never hear a reply. maybe I am not hot(or white) enough. whatevs. I eventually see pix from the "feldmansion" parties & the (all white) women are basically wearing pasties & sequin merkins(barf).glad I was not involved.

corey was a big part of my childhood & I like him as a person(despite our differences).I REALLY don't want to speculate. i hope that his life gets better,i wish him the best.

party poll

so i am invited to 2 different parties, one for solange knowles, the other johnny walker alcohol. which one should i go to? voting ends friday

which party should i go to?
	solange knowles
	johnny walker
pollcode.com

the dallas show!

i have had a looong vacation from the small screen.it was fun, but now it is time to make some $$$$ while fucking shit up.i have been talking with various producers about my own show.it will be pretty cool, but it will also take a while because i want it to be perfect.

i will be asking various old friends from various shows you love(rock of love, tila tequila, flavor of love,etc) to costar with me. d'you see how good a friend i am? i could easily do this alone, MY show about ME, but it will be an ensemble even though no one has lifted a finger to help me.i could play the martyr but i choose to move forward instead. none of this will be overnight but i just wanted everyone to know what i was doing right now.

i have had pretty positive feedback from the producers & am very excited about what is to come.

stuff

so i am thinking about dyeing my hair rainbow colors. what do you think? you can vote until feb 9

also, i am going to do a project with a famous hip hop artist next week.if it is interesting i will post later

should i dye my hair?
	yes
	no
. .

young adult

so i am finally watching diablo cody's "young adult" with charlize theron playing ugly on the inside.it's actually pretty funny and patton oswalt should have gotten an oscar nod fer sure.not through yet, so i cannot give a thorough review but i will say 2 thumbs up for now. mavis reminds me a lot of myself which is sad yet funny at the same time....

in talks with producers about a new reality show.cannot say much yet but it's like a rhoa rip off.should be interesting. of course, i am "saving myself" for something worth my time.just turned down the myspace reality show yesterday(good luck with that, myspace!lol).i just don't have time for stupid shit. pay me what i'm worth or gtfo. for reals. i can stay at home & make $$$$, why would i waste time on a shitty reality show when i dont have to?i am not desperate, not starving, not an attention whore like some people. i'd rather make $20 at home than $200 on set & having to deal with assholes. anyhoo, rant over.i am exhausted & tomorrow is a big day for me(YAY,ME!). goodnight

your bff in christ,
the d

ps: that patrick wilson is such a hottie. i would bang him SO HARD!!!!!!!! lmfao. i refuse to watch that tv show of his but other than that: yum.

a dame to kill for

so robert rodriguez filmed 1 whole week of sin city 2 & decided to have a party in a beverly hills mansion tonight.i will try to be as shade free as possible, though i do have stories to tell about tonight(maybe i will take them to my grave). anyhoo so i get there & jessica alba,cash warren, topher grace(i'm sure his 1 fan was wondering where he was), & james (jamie) king are chilling out. robert looks edible & begins to play with his band with film clips in the background. james (jamie) king decides to play marie antoinette when some peasants decide to cross in front of her during the performance.i found it charming but here's the deal: this is model james (jamie) king. not tyra banks,not naomi campbell, not even kate upton,ok. sometimes you have to know when to play the diva & when to just stfu. not everything is about you & no need to freak out over shit that means nothing. next act up, a burlesque interlude.dita von teese strips & really is not a dancer.no real talent whatsoever yet i enjoy what she tries to do.bringing glamour back is a hard business(dont i know it?). i would go on but i am drunk & in need of a massage.i will finish this later(or not).

los angeles fashion week :-(

ok, so i used to love la fashion week.i would wait all year round for it & plan my outfits like crazy.it was my reason for being.

now.....

not so much


we are in the middle(?) of fashion week & i am all "whatevs". the shows have been great, dont get me wrong , but the planning/execution is TERRIBLE!!!! oh how i miss mercedes benz/smashbox fashion week.

eh

back in MY day(lol) people like me did not have to wait in line for an hour waiting to be let in while watching others cut the line. back in MY day gift bags were for vips, not whoever was first upstairs.

:-(

so disappointed but at least there have been no swimsuit,tee shirt, or lingerie fashion shows(thank the lord). tonight i will listen to led zepplin, try to absorb all this cheap champagne from the show, & remember the good old days.this would be the perfect time to insert my acid washed dress picture @ the last official la fashion week but, alas i am too drunk and/or lazy.

just some food for thought


your bff in christ,
the d

ps: the world of wonder reality tv show will not be happening because the casting director hates me.lol


pps:i see they are iso seatfiller for the jody watley/jon secada muscial "Loving the Silent
Tears". how incredibly sad! they cant even GIVE those tickets away....

tonight, tonight

spent tonight listening to the raveonettes play acoustically.pretty cool & sharon is so cute. made a fool of myself with sune & a friend embarrassed me in front of nic harcourt(which is pretty hard because i NEVER get embarrassed). :-(

i should be asleep now but i am so wired!
:-( :-( :-(

i must wake up really early.

anyhoo, so men are weird(though predictable). i was with a man who loves me but knows that i will never ever have sex with him.he gets sort of pissy & tries to cockblock when i am around men that i would actually date.very sad stuff & so middle school.he is damn near 40 & still playing games.i really need a boyfriend,my last relationship was with elvis & we all know that was 700 years ago. i am not desperate, no craigslist nsa ads being planned but celibacy is getting old.

i went to the party & i felt so out of place(i usually am but this time that i actually FELT it). was introduced to the girl from "argo"(notice how i cant be bothered with googling or remembering her name).she was cute but i was not impressed. she was humble(fake? "hollywood humble"? idk).i could not be that.just not in me.she was dressed like an "in living color" reject, i felt sorry for her like i do most hipsters.


still talking to world of wonder about the new reality show.just another pain in my ass.

doctors say that my cancer might be back(yay?)

world of wonder(or not)

in talks with world of wonder(y'know the people who make "rupaul's drag race" & the tammy faye movie) about doing a new reality tv show.not too excited, though. been talking for years & still no $$$$$. :-(

eh

plus they had phoebe price on "drag race" but not moi(i mean WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THAT?). anyways....

still debating if i want to include my old reality tv friends in this deal. these are "hollywood friends" not the real kind, so i don't know if i want to help.i go out of my way for people & get not even a "thank you" in return. really tired of assholes in my life. of course, i am not supposed to talk about any of this, very top secret & i will be sued for a million dollars blahblahblah. i say, if any lawyer can find my milly, it is all yours. for realz.

i have almost given up on an acting career.still hungry but not hungry enough to sell my body or my soul.

sexysexysexy

hung out with patricia clarkson, parker posey, & alexander skarsgard this weekend.lord that man is sexy!

are you in jail tonight, hon?

someone keeps calling me from prison but i have no idea who it is plus cell phones don't get collect calls. not being a dick,just no way of taking your call(whoever you may be).i'll see you when you break out*

 love
 the d

ps, filmed something with someone famous yesterday.i will wait to see it before i post any more info here.it may be cool,may not.either way i still get paid


*this reminds me of the time they found a dead geezer with my # in his phone. STILL trying to figure that one out

blind?

i'm not going to post any names but this should be easy for any gossip lover to figure out.one young man(we'll call him lee) is having some problems now.i met him years ago,worked on his music video.he was supposed to be the next big thing but while that was happening someone in charge was raping him & his friends. lee was quite sensitive & that led to a downward spiral. cut to many years later & lee is pretty much broke.he starts to tell of the abuse, people laugh.he says he is writing a book, the publisher says they don't even know him.he slits his wrists & claim it was just an accident. it's all pretty amusing to the gossip websites.i find it sad sad sad.no one is trying to help lee. he may have lost his mind but at one time he was telling the truth(while people laughed in his face).

i hope that while in the hospital he found an answer.

miss dallas on hipster racism

presented with no comment: cinco de mayo interview

dallas does the playboy mansion

so i've been invited a million times but last week decided to finally go. i may post pics later this week(or not).whatevs

first night
celebrity sightings:
jose canseco- hot but cheesy
ron jeremy
the black guy from "showgirls"-yes, i refuse to google his name

 overall impression-pretty lame, retro but not in a good way

2nd night 
stayed for 10 minutes, turned around & went straight home. i was not in the mood to wrinkle my dolce & gabbana evening gown....

3rd night
it's the infamous lingerie/pajama party. it's raining all night/freezing cold, & we are outside. i wear a full length fur coat & old school pajamas. people come up to me & congratulate me for "being so smart". the other women are dressed in thongs, pasties, & high heel shoes. they trip down the steps & slip on the cobblestone walkways. it is a party full of douchebags & girls with low self esteem. definitely NOT my kind of place.
celebrity sightings:
jose canseco-wearing the same outfit
warren moon
gary dourdan-looking quite worn out...
crispin glover-who didnt return my text message :-(
eva pigford- gorgeous but should not have told anyone her name was "pigford"

will i go back? maybe for halloween or movie night but nothing else. not what it is cracked up to be plus i have better things to do(like read gossip websites or  wash my hair)

valtrex is for losers

went out & ran into the hilton family(nicki, paris, rick, kathy, & barron) while trying to have dinner.YUCK! they should be SOOOOOOOOOO thankful i dont need the $$$$ & have not sold my stories to the tabloids.i could tear your whole little house of cards down if i wanted to. i will keep my mouth shut for now......

me new tv show

started filming my new television show yesterday. i will post more info next month....or not....whatevs.lol

happy valentine's day!

i am celebrating valentine's day by going to get some xrays. my doctor says that my cancer might be back :-(

did a little audrey hepburn realness yesterday with a 1960s coat & black velvet pants. saw an ex but couldnt remember his name so i ignored him, then came back home to watch "charade".

so it stars miss hepburn & cary grant(yum yum), its full of action & lots of twists, spies, plus murder. the costumes were gorgeous & made by givenchy. i should have liked it but i hated  that in some scenes cary had to be the bad guy. cary grant is too gorgeous & funny to be evil. ever. just pissed me off.lol

totally forgot that i had an invitation to drake's grammy party @ the playboy mansion.....eh

so many shows, so little time

i literally barely have time to sleep for the next month. it is KILLING me, so many appointments. had to cancel a couple of auditions(which i never do) & a nationwide beer commercial. funny because i have never had so many casting directors calling me for jobs. when i had nothing to do, they didnt even notice i had a number. now, they are blowing up my phone & i cannot even deal with it. so stressed out :-(

it is not a good look

was walking by a couple of teenagers & one said "i'd smash".lmfao. i thought that was funny. as if. i didnt even fuck teens when i was a teen. a boy can dream though....

mdna

so madonna's new song sucks. too lazy to even post the video.her body looks amazing, though. mia & minaj can suck a few dicks....

some posters said that madonna tried to channel marilyn monroe in the video.i say she is more carol channing instead....

of course, i will not be watching the super bowl but i hope she puts on a great performance(& does NOT sing her latest single). ick.

went up to the vh1 offices today about a new reality show. i am not holding my breath, i know they are still obsessed with paying $100 a day(& y'know the d does not get out of bed for $100 a day.lol). too many things going on this week. terribly busy with auditions & additional fuckery.