been off prozac for a while now(no, my doc did not tell me to).
more people like the "no prozac" Dallas but that is not the reason.very hard to think while on drugs(lol), have not replaced it with anything else(besides vodka). yes, i realize how horrible this all sounds & i do not recommend anyone else to follow in ANY of my footsteps.
decided to extend my "vacation from reality" by going to Sweden or London in the next couple of months.i have been sooooooo focused on Hollywood & not really living. why wait? what will really happen while i am gone?the same things that happen while i'm here?it was always a fear of losing my position in the hierarchy, but now really at a point where i could care less.i need to live. i need to be who i am.spent this whole month being who someone else wanted me to be & my soul is drained.i close my mouth instead of telling the truth.i close my mouth when being made into the victim.i close my mouth when lies are being told about me.
not any more
people who i thought were my friends are just users.my only real friend is my diary(which i have been ignoring).
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my days are filled with vodka/red bull, Nick Flynn books(such a hottie), & my nights are filled with celebrities at boring parties.got an email from a relative i never met, asking when will i come back "home".what is home? it was NEVER in Texas,for sure. ok, now i'm ever boring myself.time to go
Dallas Monroe Harrison
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"Celebrity Rehab" 2011
"Don’t stare at me, baby. You can see me in the movies" Rita Hayworth
live it up while you can. i love my son to death but once you get a child or just get into a deep serious relationship and get bogged down with working and such, it gets a lot harder to just do what you want and get lost in your own thoughts. and take lots of pics! :)
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