"My girl wants to party all the time..."

ay dios mio

i went out to a stellar Hollywood mansion party & ended up running into Brandi C., Kristia, & Chris Crocker (of course, we all knew this would happen). the Bravery played ( the singer was mucho sweaty + sexie with an i.e.). ay papi, then he started talking about his girlfriend. eh......

the party was ok i guess & i met a new set of queer buddies. we'll all be meeting up at a party tomorrow night, so it should be fun. hopefully, it will be a million times better than tonight. i mean WHO ends a party at 11:20 pm????? what kind of sh*t is that?

ok, i'll save my rant for tomorrow. wish me luck!!!!!!!

thursday:

no such luck tonight. the party was super lame, though i managed to get an invite to the Marilyn Manson soiree. ahhhhhhhh, i smell trouble...

no, i don't hate Kristia, Brandi C, or Chris C. i just was not surprised to see them there. that's all. no hidden snark, sass, or anger. i'll save my first impressions of Chris Crocker for my diary. i've neglected my dear diary to give y'all this lovely blog.

(big shout out ta Cholly!!! tanks fo da memories)

Saturday:

went to the Marilyn Manson party. Cholly started acting lame & wanted to leave before we got a chance to speak to Mr Warner. eh. we went to a 24 hour porn shop & Cholly bought me an amazing plug in vibrator. it's quite powerful & i'm very scared. ay dios mio (pray for me). i got an invite to see Lacey's band later this week. i wonder if i should go & heckle or actually go see a real band & have fun instead. who knows. my life is pretty much meaningless at this point.

i miss M, i miss Mr R, i miss Mr J. i miss a lot of things. i only check my myspace to see if M has emailed me(yes, i still think about you). you are right, though. i do not dispute what you said. i am not perfect, i never claimed to be. i can only wish you the best in life because that is what you deserve. so there!