why do i attract such losers?

eh

i am getting SO tired of this.all of my boyfriends were horrible people so i decided to date guys that i wasnt attracted to.the result was the same,still horrible but on top of that, ugly as well

i realize that i am the common point in all of this but still
really?for real?that's all?

just losers & stalkers & assholes & liars

that's all life has to offer me?

i try to keep an open mind about all of this(& lord knows i should be the queen of bitter)....

one recent entry decided that i was DTF anyone because of an interview i had YEARS ago. yes, i am DTF with someone that i love not just any dude that shows up.yes, he has emotional problems so i shouldnt have been so harsh but still.life doesnt get that good for anyone . & btw P just ask me,dont worry about what the internets say.you cannot read my mind,you are not smart enough to know what i am thinking or feeling.take all that time using google & just talk to me.i'm sure that is the reason why your relationships fail.you never communicate(just like not telling amber,instead of communicating you try to run away from the problem).i dont need that shit.i have enough problems & if anyone will be the drama queen,it will be me

some good news to cleanse the palate:
i might go to a playboy event
i might do a gameshow
i have decided nothing yet.life is too hectic to even plan tomorrow's lunch