Cult Tactics

eh
i am really shocked & amazed at what people can get away with. on the "Charm School" set, there were A LOT of laws being broken.

i never really noticed on "Rock of Love" due to the fact that the windows in the mansion were all hidden/covered up & i was sh*tfaced the entire time

on "Charm School" they actually let us see out the windows(an amazing priviledge). we would get to go to sleep at around 2 am, then be woken up at 6am. of course, we were not allowed any clocks/watches, etc. i know that we went to sleep at the dead of night, then were woken up before the sun was even fully up.

the lights were only off maybe 4 hours a day. i was always the first to try to sleep. that was always an invitation for the drunkest girl to climb in my bed to bother me. some nights i would wake up to find the camera guy balancing on the bunk bed ladder with the camera in my face. not. cool. at. all.

i would try to go to the restroom to find a camera guy (3 times my size) pushing the door open behind me trying to get a peek. it happened at least 7 times(with me asking him not to do that). on "Rcok of Love" they would allow us the dignity to use the bathroom without supervision(though every room has hidden cameras). of course i threw a sh*t fit at being harassed in the potty. i was immediately labeled an @sshole for that....


some days they would not allow us to eat for hours upon hours.one day i ate at 7am, by midnight we STILL HAD NOT EATEN. they allowed us to have alcohol (of course), but no snacks or food whatsoever. they lined us up to do the last scene & i lost it. i said that it was illegal for us not to have lunch or dinner. they tried to calm me by saying that they would order pizza as soon as we finished. Sharon Osbourne was on her way
we finished the scene(still not allowed to go to the kitchen) & 2 hours later the pizza arrived. by then i was so tired, i could only LOOK at it.i lost some weight while there. your body gets used to the abuse.

the lack of sleep was KILLING me though. it was the same tactics that Jim Jones used on my dad. it's hard to miss the irony of the situation. i write these blogs not to call anyone out. i KNOW it is a nonunion set & they don't HAVE to treat use humanely. it just sucks that a dog would have had better treatment than WE did.
also

i know for a fact that something is going on between the men in charge & some of the girls. i went to the Rainbow one night to find a producer with his date(one of the girls on "Charm School"). i know for a fact that she is his favorite, he's cast her in EVERY reality show that he does. she is not the only one sleeping to the top. she is my friend so i won't say any names but it is wrong. she is not the only one who can do a reality show, make an appearance, or get paid to show up at parties

Megan said that she was getting paid TWICE as much as the rest of us.i have not gotten down to the bottom of that, but i am sure it is true(though Megan is a liar, thief, & hid her dog poop when she left the mansion).
i am really starting to get tired of this.....