Charm School part 2

7:44 pm

i just get a call 2 minutes ago saying that i had to be on set tomorrow afternoon. of course this is the first i've heard about it. maybe 30 days of being away from everything, no phone calls, no email, no cell phone. everyone gets told in advance but me

meanwhile, i'm not going to the 2 parties that i was invited to. i was like "I'll just wait & go to the 3 parties on Saturday"

eh

i HATE it when people try to set me up for failure. of course no one knew why i was not told in advance plus i end up having to be that @sshole yelling(as usual).

my last night of freedom & i have to spend it packing, cursing VH1, & hopefully catching "Ugly Betty"(if it is even on tonight). that Eric Mabius is such a stone cold fox & maybe his tight little body can put me in a better mood.i was so hoping i could see the Hohan episodes(even though i despise Lindsay Lohan & others who dress like hookers).

thank the lord i did not go to my audition today or i REALLY would have been pissed.sorry for the rant but they(the man, those people) really are trying to set me up for failure.i am not paranoid at all, i just see things others cannot.

i will repeat this again: i don't give a sh*t about "Charm School"& there is no way that i will win "Charm School". & now that they've pissed me off(again) i am REALLY not going to try.