All about Aldous

so i have been dating various millionaires this whole time we've been apart(just like i told you i would). i am not yet ready to talk to you again. when i said it was over, i really did mean it

i do not have 20 years to wait for you to grow up & it seems as though you don't hear a word i say....

you are full of shit, little one - & by me being with you, it is repeating the relationship between me & my dad.

& i do not want that

as cute as you are, as perfect as we are together, as beautiful as our babies would be, i have to drop you like a bad habit. you know i don't need the drama,i have enough liars in my life (without you adding to it). i love the fact that you keep texting all these "darlings" & "honeys" yet you've never called me that to my face.

i am too old for this. really! in middle school i would've been all over you like a rash. i am wiser now & see what will become of us together. you will just turn into the vampire you already look like & my spirit will be broken again(just like M, just like Elvis).

i've already told you what i need(in the email from feb 15), i will not repeat myself. nor will i change for you (or M, or Elvis). this is who i am & this is who i will be.