why are boys so lame?

if i live to be 100, i'll still be asking that question. why? really.

it's like they don't see women as people,just objects(to fuck, to lie to, to cheat on) & yet if their woman did those kind of things he'd throw a hissy fit! i stopped dating for a LOOOOONG time because of that.

i thought about becoming lesbian(i find women to be lacking in what i really need ie a penis).lesbian sex is like a cheeseburger with no meat, so that is not really an option at this point

yes, i know i have horrible taste in men(which is one of the reasons why it never works). i am looking for a replacement for my dad.a Errol Flynn/Clark Gable/James Dean/David Lee Roth/Bill Kaulitz/Marilyn Manson......eh

anyways

so i was going to post an intimate poll here, but decided against it.my Aldous Snow is a loser, will always be a loser, & there is no need to think about him ever again. the words "i'm sorry" mean nothing if you keep making the same mistake.

been reading "Self Made Man" by Norah Vincent. really interesting, she dresses up like a man for a year to see how society treats her.really eye opening stuff. there is a LOT in there about bitter broads.i was hurt(too many times), yet try not to be bitter. i open my heart(not my legs) to love all the time.i don't WANT to be bitter but men these days really are not helping the situation. tried to read "From Men to Boys" but it was too boring. basically it was about how there are no REAL men theses days(something that i've been saying for years). it's all very sad.